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[icon] You asked me a question once, what has you sweating when you wake… - I fucked the four horsemen and made them my bitches
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You asked me a question once, what has you sweating when you wake up sweating in the middle of the night. You still wanna know?
I been thinkin' about it. Thinkin' about it a lot, it's not the work, I love the work, I've always loved the work. It's the game, the game even. I was so good at it, I made sure all the right people liked me, at night I'd do the checklist in my mind. Am I cool with you, how about him?Am I cool with all the people tat can help me, am I cool with all the people that can hurt me? Everyone that thought I was weak or a looser?There was nobody that I was offending... Nobody that I loved... that gave me the edge. But guess what? There is somthing outside of the game, that is how to live, and you know what scares me even more? That I am going back in, forgive me, I'm going back in the game. I'll make you like me again. I'll do the work, I'll do all the work, just put me back in the game! I just want back in the game, look at me, just look at me, I just want you to take me for who I am. Please, don't hurt me, I just want you to believe in me again. Just believe in me again. I never wanted to hurt you. Just give me another chance....
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