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Subject:American soldier
Time:11:55 pm
A young man was returning from his weekend drill in the army reserve and had decided to visit some friends along the way. He met with them at a little diner for coffee. As he sat and talked with his buddies, a young woman entered the diner and seeing him in uniform decided to give him a piece of her mind. "How dare you show your face in that uniform you baby killer!" she said accusingly. "What gives you the right to go parading around like a hero?" The young man was unphased by the cutting tone of her voice and the cruel insults she flung his way. The young woman continued her tirade and finally asked him what he had to say for himself. Calmly the young man replied, "Ma'am, I just came from a country where if you were to say those same words to one of their soldiers you would probably be drug into the street and beaten, maybe worse." He extended his hand and said, "I'd like to thank you for proving to me that the job I do really does make a difference." The young woman was speechless realizing what had just happened, she gave him a shameful look, shook his hand, and exited the diner.

“I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.”
― S.G. Tallentyre
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Subject:Day three!
Time:01:59 pm
Current Mood:soresore
Well I am on day three of loosing my fat WOW ass. Stupid computer games anyway. My body feels like it's been run over by a truck a few times but it's good to know I can still do a 6k road march. I think I figured something out on my hike today though. I used to be pissed off about a lot of shit back in the day but now I've pretty much come to terms with it all. It's a good think in a way but it also leaves something lacking. It just seems easier to torture yourself with exercize when your all emo and angsty. Now I actually have to push myself to do it. It's a good thing all in all but it makes it a little more difficult. OOOh wait, I know what will piss me off again! I'll quit smoking and get into politics, that'll piss anyone off. There again, that might set up to do something stupid. Wouldn't be the first time. DAMN THE MAN! Where's my gun?
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Subject:Weekend
Time:12:59 pm
Current Mood:weirdwonkey
I think I know why the decided to call our weekends "drill weekends". I sat in a briefing room for SIX HOURS, yesterday listening to EO, ROE, EPW, and and assortment of other briefings! I'd rather have been in a dentist chair. Dooshbags, well at least that only has to happen once a year.

So I think I am going to look for some part time employment untill I leave for Missouri in the spring. Somthing in the evening again I think. Just to get from here to there without going into too much debt. Bleh, I really don't want to go back to Ft. Lost-in-the-woods again. That place sucks donky balls. There again I'll probably look like that
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again so it isn't all bad :). Watch out ladies, muhahaha!

Welp, not much else is going on, I'm going to be heading to the merc on fri. or sat. so let me know if anyone wants to go. So far it's gonna be don, alan, myself and a couple chicks that don knows.  Seek and destroy!
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Subject:Birthday thingy
Time:10:23 am
Current Mood:groggygroggy
Sooo, I am going to the premier of Blanchard Hill on saturday instead of the Merc like I first anticipated. The reason I am not doing both is because I have to escort my sister to wyoming and we leave this sunday morning. Either way, I am going out to the Sports Keg today for drinks with whoever wants to come out and hang, nothing special just friends chillin'. I may have something the weekend after next but I don't know. Either way, there it is.
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Time:10:53 pm
You asked me a question once, what has you sweating when you wake up sweating in the middle of the night. You still wanna know?
I been thinkin' about it. Thinkin' about it a lot, it's not the work, I love the work, I've always loved the work. It's the game, the game even. I was so good at it, I made sure all the right people liked me, at night I'd do the checklist in my mind. Am I cool with you, how about him?Am I cool with all the people tat can help me, am I cool with all the people that can hurt me? Everyone that thought I was weak or a looser?There was nobody that I was offending... Nobody that I loved... that gave me the edge. But guess what? There is somthing outside of the game, that is how to live, and you know what scares me even more? That I am going back in, forgive me, I'm going back in the game. I'll make you like me again. I'll do the work, I'll do all the work, just put me back in the game! I just want back in the game, look at me, just look at me, I just want you to take me for who I am. Please, don't hurt me, I just want you to believe in me again. Just believe in me again. I never wanted to hurt you. Just give me another chance....
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Time:10:14 pm
Current Mood:highhigh
Just gopt back from harborview. I burned the fuck out of my hand and had to go to the burn center. Fun stuff... I am high as hell on pain killers but I will post pics and add more of my painful and interesting adventure. Boo stupid burning, hooray hospitals and good friends and family!
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Time:07:48 am
The new spiderman trailer
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Subject:Hi, I am still alive and this looked neat!
Time:01:04 pm
Current Mood:mellowmellow
LIVE TRUMPS 1.1
watch plkavitch fight
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Subject:more on the realiszation on balance.
Time:06:06 pm
Current Mood:groggygroggy
Upon further examination of the theory of the three spheres I have discovered what the third dimension is. It turns out it is not a dimension but rather a result of the interlocking of the three spheres, an equalateral triangle, the most stable structure or formula known to man. Here I have found the base or "core" of my idea. Thus proving that it is true that to achieve a perfect or near perfect balance there must be only the three because of what it represents in it's essence. balance and stability. To give a brief example of the many out there, and I choose this one because it relates to people more than theothers, the debate. When one person is solving a problem he goes with whatever he can come up with and what seems logical and correct in his own mind. When two people are trying to solve a problem there can be an eternal (and usually is) debate and argument about who is correct and who is incorrect. However, when a third person is added to the problem there can be resolution because you have a one more to offset one side or the other. This is the first number that is reach negative or positive that can achieve balance on a three dimensional scale. There is something further to this that still eludes me. I need to sleep and continue this idea once I have had sufficiant rest
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Subject:More on the theory of balance
Time:01:10 am
Current Mood:stressedhgjahkjle
HA! You guys thought that was cool, check this out... ok, so, the balance theory that I

stumbled upon earlier in the day has expanded to encompass a more elaborate and diverse

theory. It is compiled as such,

Imagine if you will, three, interconnected, spherical and three dimensional objects. All of

them rotating on their axis and in constant motion. Three rings connected to create the

sphere connecting at six points. I choose six in order to also add another dimension within

the sphere. Creating another dimensional aspect,a coned effect inside the spheres expanding

not only in the positive but also in the negative, thus creating an invisible fourth

dimension I like to think of as the "Quantum Foam" of my theory. I have yet to discover a

way to define this added dimension but this is still a theory in progress. Regardless, this

theory which I am sure makes little to no sense written out in just words can be summarized

in a written schematic that I am still working through. That being said I am going to need a

lot of help and information in order to elaborate and perfect my discovery of a

revolutionary way to balance the most creative and destructive force on the planet; people.

From the dawn of time (debated and debatable to different groups, religions, and

ethnicities) we all have one thing in common. We are all imperfect true? We all make

mistakes?Well this imperfection is created by the imbalance caused by the rigors and trials

of the uncertainty of the world around us. The reason I believe that this balancing process

is necessary has already been explained in my previous post. And there is a point in which

we are all comfortable as far as the combining extremes of the positive and negative (think

again of temperature) Although it is slightly different for all of us it is still attainable

for everyone. Imagine temperature on a three dimensional scale rather than two, now break

down the human psychological makeup and there you have it,
MIND (sphere #1)
BODY (sphere #2)
SPIRIT (sphere #3)

Now there are certain things in life that I can use as examples that everyone can understand. Example one, alcohol, not entirely destructive in nature, the abuse or imbalance of this substance can cause a great shift in our spheres. Take for example the physical aspect, loss of motor skills, very basic, hence the staggering and slurring of speech. The emotional aspect, instability, erratic change due to little or no outside stimulation, and general loss of control. Then the mental aspect comes into play, impaired judgment, lack of order, or the complete loss of memory all together. See what I mean? All are connected yet separate at the same time. Another major cause of imbalance is stress. Hence post traumatic stress disorder. Immersed in such a stressful environment as war, problematic and violent childhood, sexual assault, or any combination of stressors that may cause a violent shift in your own personal balance. Therefore what I am looking for is a way to return the order from the chaos, a way to control all the aspects of the human psyche.

There are still holes that I have to fill and variables that have to be considered yet this

is the basic concept. If anyone has any ideas let me know. Thanks for taking the time to

read this.
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